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| Sunrise the morning of Mom's funeral |
This is a picture of the beautiful sunrise I saw on the way to my Mom's funeral. It just reminds me that His mercies are new every morning! It has been a little over a month now since she passed and I still cannot believe she is gone. Dad and I both are struggling with the "what ifs" and I know that we shouldn't even go there. Sometimes I just cannot get past the thought that her death was my fault because I didn't get her to the doctor. But I also know with all my heart that God is completely in control - which includes complete control of when my Mom's last day on earth would be. Grief can be all consuming and overwhelming. I am just thankful that I have hope that comes only from Christ and I know that I will see my Mom again.
Well this last round of chemo decided to get tough with me, but each day continues to get better. I am just very ready to get back to feeling "normal" if there is such a thing for me!
Love,
Tammy
Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
Lamentations 3:22-23
